Blarg.

No promises for how long this will be. I'm sorry I'm such a debbie-downer. I don't know what's come over me.

I've been kind of unhappy lately. Stressed about finding a permanent job, stressed about money, stressed about wedding and stressed about more superficial things. I've been having really good weekends - but they're the kind of weekends that make me feel guilty! Too much money spent, too much junk food, etc.

I need to find something that's fun to do - that is healthy and cheap. It's been pretty cold here and Austin and I have stopped walking. We used to take nightly walks around midtown, but with the weather falling below freezing it's harder to get out.

Blarg. This is wayy too depressing and I should just cut it out. I'll just leave this here and call it a day.



I'll try to be better next time.

And I'll try to make sure that there really is a next time.